SKINNY, HEALTHY, BEAUTIFUL > FAT, INSECURE

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After having the worst summer last year, I decided i needed to change! I needed to feel confident in my own skin- and without creating a healthier life style, this wasn't possible. I've always been the fat chick, time for that to CHANGE.
Start Date+Weight;
Wednesday 9th March, 2011
66kgs (145lbs) BMI; 23.67
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Current Weight: 56.2kgs (123.9.lbs)
Height: 167cm (5'6)
BMI: 20.15 (ish-)

GW1; 62kgs - nothing- why were you over this in the first place? **REACHED// 01/04/11
GW2; 59kgs - military-style boots *REACHED
GW3; 57kgs - shopping *REACHED; never got my reward. didn't feel proud.
GW4; 53kgs- 2 OPI nail polishes (for summer)
GW5; 50kgs- BIKINI SHOPPING

ULTIMATE Goal: the confidence to wear a bikini.+ ultimate happiness.
Doing this ALL the healthy way!

i weigh the same as i did in AUGUST. august! thats 2 months don the fucking drain. ugggh



if anyone cared? i put on  3 fucking kgs. fuck my life.lskhglkjitgflkv

i only have 1 month and a bit till summer and this happens. fucking hell. i’m so mad at myself! i did the 7 day slim down, lost a bit, then gained it back cuz i went on holiday.

aaaaaaaaaaah fuck. so angry at myself, why did I have to be the fat one? :(