i am actually so mad at myself.
i weigh the same as i did in AUGUST. august! thats 2 months don the fucking drain. ugggh
October 2011
2 posts
just to let you's know im not dead...
if anyone cared? i put on 3 fucking kgs. fuck my life.lskhglkjitgflkv
i only have 1 month and a bit till summer and this happens. fucking hell. i’m so mad at myself! i did the 7 day slim down, lost a bit, then gained it back cuz i went on holiday.
aaaaaaaaaaah fuck. so angry at myself, why did I have to be the fat one? :(
August 2011
17 posts
gained a kg. not happy . getting back on track with excercise today- and fasting tomorrow!
SO SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ON IN FOREVER! 13/08/11 ; 53.7kgs
have been so lazy the past week. eating whatever, not exercising. how could i let this happen!
July 2011
87 posts
30/07/11 ; 54.4kgs
~HAPPY~
even after losing the amount of weight i have, i still feel ridiculously self-conscious
